Heartless Living

Heartless living has been my teacher.

I’ve the years I’ve been on the hamster wheel. Following a path that helps me to survive. The unaligned path of my soul and society.

I do all the right things, and try to say the right things, but am I really living a life in a way that I was meant to live?

Taking care of all the responsibilities of a wife, mom, daughter, friend, neighbor, employee, and citizen.

How does that align to my heart and soul?

In living this way for the first half of life, I’ve learned to see things from a different perspective, and found the door to my heart closed.

It feels as if there is nothing.

No sadness, no anger, no joy, nothing but blah!

I find this disconnect of the heart and the thoughts, related to the the disconnect of the body and the sensations.